this isn’t a vague its just kind of upsetting and sad like none of my friends want to do things anymore none of want to go outside or go to places they just want to stay home the only my only friends who actually texts me first to ask to hang or anything really is zoe and dev if she ain’t busy and shes not here for a week like i basically just feel really unwanted by any of my local friends and all its doing is making me feel paranoid and stressed and worried that they hate me or distrust me like i want to do fun things with y’all and live have a fun like i don’t want to sit here in my early 20s sitting in my bedroom wasting time